One of my cousin's knows the person in charge of a gallery in this spa, and apparently if I can get about 20 pieces of work, I'm in! This news just hit me like a ton of bricks, cause, I knew I was improving, but I never really thought I was good enough for any kind of gallery, but apparently... I was wrong.

So I need to start painting up a storm, I don't really have any finished paintings I'd be willing to sell. I need to go to the art store, and once I'm finished, if I don't paint the sides of the canvas, then I'll need to get it framed. It's just so over-whelming!

I'm used to people telling me things are crap, and treating me as such. But all of a sudden it's taken a hard right turn and everyone is so supportive and nice, I don't really know what to make of it! I guess it really changed when I finally got the courage to show off some of my stuff. I was so used to people doing things for me because with my ADHD they thought I couldn't handle it, so I thought, 'If I show off my art they're going to take it, and try to change it, like everything else.' but for the most part, once I got the courage to show it off, people liked it. Apparently they saw a different side of me, and realized that I might actually have something to offer.

I'm still kind of freaking out though, this is such a big step, and I don't know if I'm ready!